Well.
Things have been going a lot better. I went through a few sessions of therapy
I still feel so weird saying that. I always swore I'd never do that but once I did it helped and made me realize a LOT of things. Anyway.
Those weeks were hard because she ended up digging up a ton of painful events from the when i was a kid and even the recent past. But i've noticed that my anxiety is mostly gone, no more panic attacks or obsessive thinking. Part of OCD (Obsessive Compulsive Disorder) is obsessing over a certain line of thoughts all day long. For me it's usually fears or painful memories that my mind chooses to focus on and this can bring panic attacks and make me miserable. Dealing with that took retraining my mind but i rarely do anymore and i'm much happier now.
The band and I just started officially recording and i'm SO excited :) All we need now is a vocal processor. Anyone got one?? eh?? EH?? XD
I always laugh when people ask me what our style is.... We all love varieties of music so.... I'm not really ever sure what to answer....
I started beauty school and absolutely LOVE it!!! I'm learning the proper way to cut hair, I'm learning how to give microderm abrasions, i'll be doing chemical peels, hair coloring, nails, skin, so so much!
Also i found my next hair style so i'm excited to get that done next thursday.
It's a little draining to only have one day off in a week. and even then, my day is always filled with millions of things to do. but i'll live. :)
Let's see....
Well tonight i'm going on a date :)
Dinner and a movie:) I'm excited.
Other than that i think that's about it...
I had this really awesome idea for a blog...then i forgot....
hey what else is new ;)
See you kiddies later :)
Tip your waitresses, say hi when a cashier greets you, and don't leave a mess.
talk to strangers x)
F&A
Oh yeah! side track. anyone heard of the abduction of that little ten year old girl???
They found a body in an old mine i guess and a canine unit identifed a car parked in a Walmart parking lot as having been to that mine and it was also concluded that the girl had been in the car but no one has released the identity of the body yet.... as far as i've heard...
I'm seriously disgusted. Ok is it not enough to RAPE a ten year old girl? She could recover from that, hopefully but they have to kill her too?? It's sick!!! i'd LOVE to get my hands on that bag of crap and beat him senseless.... then hand him over to the angry mob waiting to do the same... ha.
Oh yeah ANOTHER thing.
So at the coffee shop by my work... some creepy 30 something barista was hitting on me and complimenting me left and right and he carded me when i have the signature on back and nobody there EVER cards me... what the heck... gross. get some class.
and right after that i was walking back to school when out of NOWHERE, i swear it was like the voice of God, (except i'd like to think God wouldn't say this to me..... I think we're on decent terms Him and me....) I hear this voice screeching "YOU LOOK LIKE A DUMB B****"
Um... well i'm aware that not everybody has the same fashion sense but I wasn't wearing anything crazy, just black panst, boots, a cute tank under a long, thin sweater... So thanks but um....
I turned around ready to throw down with someone but i noticed a girl from school walking toward me and thought better of it. Good thing, too because later i found out that it wasn't the tool in the car next to me like i'd thought. It was so hobo on a bike! Nice. Sooooo here I am holding the keys to my own car while you're hoofin it around in the winter air on a BIKE.... um.... either you're a crazy green hobo or you're too broke to get a car for yourself and I'M the dumb b****?? yeaaah.
The whole rest of the day i was just so on edge. It's not like i was really offended, i mean it's downtown loveland... that's not exactly something new. but i mean who does that?! I had so much adrenaline ready to start a fight and since i couldn't.. it just basically lasted the whole day. I'm sure all of my customers were like "what is wroooong with this woman.... wow..." haha
So please, don't hit on people 20 years your junior... and don't be stupid. that's all.
:)
Ok now i'm really going i swear.
Bya!!
