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Well.  It's been quite a long time since my last post. 
I figured I'd take a break and let the world cool off after my last post...
The feedback was a mixture of "Wow way to go!" and "You are the world's worst person".

A lot of things have changed.  Not all for the better but not all for the worse either. One of the best things is....
*Que dramatic theme music*
I GRADUATED!!!
Halle-freakin-lujah. 

No more drama, (school-related anyway,)  no more thesis, (THANK GOD,) no more waking up at 6 am, (ANGELS SING). 

I won't lie, the last few months have been.... challenging.  Hopefully I've grown from them, I like to think I have.  But growing doesn't always feel so great.  I guess that's why there are "growing pains" huh. At the moment I'm still wondering why God had me go through some of the things that have and are still going down.  But I'm just assuming that there's a purpose. 

I really need to move out. 
NOW.

I love my parents. I do.

But I guess my thing is...

I'm 18 years old.
I am legal to drink on my property,
Smoke
Get married without parental consent
Vote   (DOWN WITH THE BLOODY BIG EARS!)
And, my personal favorite,
MOVE OUT.

I chose to live at home right now, mostly because the thought of moving out scared me and at the moment I don't make enough to live on my own and girlfriends with supportive jobs are scarce so I can't room with someone. 

I'm seriousy reconsidering that decision. 
House rules? Fine.  That's normal. 
But if "house rules" involve treating me like a child for the rest of my life, haha guess what.  I won't live in your house!

If you can't be a parent in any other areas of my life, I don't really see that you deserve to boss me around like one either...

There also comes a point when parents stop being the real... for lack of a better term, "authority figure" in their son/daughter's life and God and the church become the authority.  It's been my belief that this happens when the son/daughter reaches adulthood and can legally live on their own. 
Well.  That point has come. 
Although I'm pretty sure it snuck up on my parents. 

Like I said.  Don't get me wrong, I love them.  I really do. 
But we don't always see eye to eye and on a lot of those issues, I can get over it because they're really not that important or won't affect me for too long.  On some things, though, I feel like if I don't say something I'll explode!...
Anyway.....
Moving on! Sorry for that. 

Have you ever noticed someone really attractive, but then noticed that they obviously KNOW they're attractive?..... It's like... "Hot!!!! :D" to... "O.o.NOT." 
Because I'm a girl, (OH MY GOSH REALLY??)  I'll talk about guys.
Guys are so much cuter when they have no idea how handsome they are! Something about the innocence and lack of clinically obese ego is just.. just... it's adorable:)

AAAAAANYWAY.  It's way late.. or way early.. however you wanna look at it.... and I kinda have a reason to be up before the crack of noon...or later.... so I guess I'll ttfn. :)   (If you don't know what that means, you do not deserve existance.  (Well that's slightly over the top...)  But you're on my list so you better figure it out or I might cry!!
Ta-ta-for-now --Tigger! :)

Hugs kisses unicorns rainbows and mushy stuff!